Mahasatvaa Ma Ananda Sarita you may find on her page http://www.tantra-essence.com/
Rasayana Tantra Academy
I have met already Sarita 2 years ago and I followed her introduction workshop about "Supreme Lovers". That was very practical guide, very approachable for beginners and young people but even for me, who is teaching tantra, it gave many new insights, advices and tips.
Then after reading and practising one of the most beautiful books about Tantra: "Divine Sexuality¨ I was even more looking forward to meet Mahasatvaa Ma Ananada Sarita. This intensive weekend of her in Rasayana Tantra Academy was very promising for me.
In Friday in the introduction evening, we sat in the circle and one by one, we answered the questions : what is our name, how do we fell and what experience do we have with Tantra and Spirituality.
After a long circle ( it was most crowded workshop in the whole history of Rasayana ) she introduced herself as last person.
As we know she has been very closed to Osho in his commune in Puna for more than 20 years.
Even I was too young to meet this old wise man and I know him only from books, audio and video recordings, how she was speaking, with her wisdom and love, I could feel his energy and influence in her. It felt sometimes a bit the same energy what I could imagine back in time at the Osho lectures in Puna. - This made me even more looking forward for this workshop.
The subject for this weekend was 112 sutras of Vigyan Bhairav tantra. Sutra means lesson in Sanskrit. Those ones were coming from very ancient times of tantra. They were practised also in Osho commune were Sarita experienced them and learnt.
She explained that is impossible to teach all the sutras during only one weekend. She said that she is having also the group with who, she is practicing them all during the whole year.
During whole weekend, including this Friday we could experience 7 of them.
We divided ourselves in 7 groups around 6-7 each and we had to send our delegate to pull the cards, what symbolised one from 112 each different sutras.
For those sutras, what we pulled Sarita over night choose and designed the rituals how we would have to experience them and what would be appropriate to energy and level of all participants.
Those groups what we were divide into, they were our families for who we suppose to look after and take care during the weekend.
"Enter the sound of your name and through this sound, all sounds." (page 445)
After pronunciating clearly the name, everyone around had to rapid the name with any emotion, intonation, context, accent etc.
The person in the middle with full trust was falling and was pushed around the circle. When Sarita gave the sign with the gang, we suppose slowly change the person.
"Oh Shakti, each particular perception is limited, disappearing in omnipotence." (page 1058)
"Gracious one, play. The universe is an empty shell wherein your mind frolics infinitely.: (page 1112)
It´s important to recognise where they´re coming from: From addiction, from healing process or maybe from the insights of beautiful energy of love.
In most of the case they´re coming from addiction to the peak orgasms ( clitoral orgasms or ejaculatory orgasms ). Those fantasies are going in to direction of perversion in order to bring harder stimulation required by deeper addiction.
Fantasies may come during or after tantric treatment, workshop, massage, practise or making love. Usually they´re sudden, not understandable and often there is no clue where they´re coming from. They may surprise us especially if we don´t remember, if we don´t recognise them from our life. Some past memories, some past conditioning needs to be broken, some liberation is manifesting in us. The healing is happening. The best in that moments is to just observe our emotions, energies, sensations, breath, body etc. and by being here and now, going through it (again ? ) in save environment, we would heal what it needs to be healed, we would liberate our self from something. Once and forever, we would get rid of , what is ¨ on our shoulders¨ and slowing us down and making our whole life heavy and miserable. Of course sometimes past memories, pain, sadness, other emotions etc. are to big to go through them at once. Be gentle with yourself, partner or client Sometimes to complete the healing you need more than one session. Don´t force yourself or others to more than you can bare. Its about healing not another traumatising :)
Other fantasies may come from universe, from beautiful energy of love as insights for us. The ideas how we could progress our sexual life, how we could bring never ending healing and love to even higher levels. This is only happening, when we already are bringing sexual energy to higher chakras, so we are not loosing it by the peak orgasms. In that way through fantasies, through third eye chakras, we are getting the insights, how we may use sexual energy in more loving, in more efficient and healing way for us, relationship and even whole universe. In those fantasies you¨re really feeling sure sacredness and even such a practise like BDSM could be used in order to heal the fear and trust.
Michal Marek Griks
"At the start of sexual union keep attentive on the fire in the beginning, and so continuing, avoid the embers in the end." (page 446)
"When eating or drinking, become the taste of food or drink and be filled." (page 473)This sutra was also our dinner: Mahasatvaa especially asked for best healthy, mnummyy food with different flavors. We could choose on our board the great things what we would like to eat. Then one of the person in couple choose to be blindfolded first. This person was the one who would receive the food and drinks first. The person who was serving the food suppose to do it in the most beautiful, sensual, exiting, playful and surprising way. I was lucky to do this sutra with beautiful Elke, who even I´m not drinking alcohol, she made me drinking champagne from her mouth. After about 20 minutes we could change the roles.
I´m very glad that this weekend brought us more together even she is not in to relationship. Any deeper connection is better than no connection at all or only shallow one. Yes ?
Thank you Mahasatvaa Ma Ananda Sarita <3